Things I am grateful for on Thanksgiving

Two days ago the Florida Department of Forestry or Putnam County of Forestry decided to do a "Burn" of some dead wood in my area and decided not to tell the residents. I was awakened in my home by thick smoke that penetrated my home and I could barely breathed. I called the sheriffs department and they asked if I wanted an Ambulance. I replied I cant wait for one, I feel sick so I decided to drive myself out of the area. I was calling to ask why there was smoke around my home and tehy replied thet Forestry decided to do a stress burn.

During this time I am sure I inhaled smoke for at least 1 hour whilst sleping.

Things I am grateful for,

O 2 levels at 99 percent. Been coughing up a little blood. Had 2 nose bleeds and felt somewhat drunk or woozie for 2 days. Lost a lot of strength..Had a dark brown coating over most of my tongue with four holes sort of burned in my tongue.



Ive been drinking 30 glasses of water a day and pissing like a race horse. I am taking mostly naps with moments of consciousness to drink, pee, or eat.
Now living mostly on a diet of Pommegrannet juices and teas, Blueberry juices and Teas, Various Green Teas with Ginseng, Acai Berry Juices and some antioxidants. and Fresh Air and Breath Yogas. Perhaps some time these may assist in some recovery. They have worked miracles for me;

Have not been able to eat or drink anything other than a little English Breakfast Tea, with milk and 2 pieces of rye bread with butter. Anything else turns my stomach and makes me feel sick except for the thought of simple fruits and fruit juices.

Been taking lots of naps in front of electric fans. Mostly burping and farting to off-gas. My tongue as of 1 hour ago has returned to red color and the holes in my tongue are healing. Tried some Hatha yoga this afternoon and feel my strength and stability coming back. Unfortunately I don't think I sustained enough damage for a law suit. Next time I will call an ambulance so they can come take me out of the Smokey area. (If I can wait till they get to me).

Responsible behavior by your local government officials who are concerned for you health. What a nightmare this has been.

Chop Wood, Carry Water

Even upon attaining enlightenment, once still has the duties of this life to carry on until one leaves the physical body. I am taking time to tidy my nest today, A mundane task but then again, I can make it a form of meditation and then it takes on a different form. It goes from being an ordinary daily task to being a task of sacred undertaking requiring my my most complete attention. According to native American tradition every moment is sacred. Every action can be an act of worship.

When words fail

When words fail, I can always picture my desire. I Line up with my intention, and people come into alignment without my having to do anything except line up the energy. Eventually all things line up and I see my desires manifest before me, despite the fact that I am unable to put into words the things I am wanting. Vibrationally the universe understands the wish and eventually brings it into fruition.

Life on Mars

Tonight I had a vision of the future. It was not your lucid dreaming,
eyes open type of dream. This was more of a dream as if I was hearing
a story being told to me. The odd bit is that this story has a strong
feeling of realism as if it has happened already.

The story is sort of a western, but it takes place on Mars. It is a
story set into the future where we have colonized on mars. The type of
people who have colonized this new world are very independent people,
who for a short while want a taste of freedom. The type of freedom
that can only be had, by breaking away from the earth and the ever
watchful eye of its government.

The Earth government will of course be aware of this, as the only
types of people capable of settling a new colony are the type of
people who seek personal freedom and independence from the eyes of
government. The problem is, the government will turn a blind eye to
this for a moment whilst the colony is settled for the purpose of profit.

I foresee a time where these people will want freedom, from the Earth
and will attempt to declare their independence from earth and attempt
to break free as an independent entity. At this point I am sure some
form of interplanetary war will ensue with lives being lost both on
earth and on Mars. The eventuality is that Mars may gain its
independence from Earth after a long and bloody battle.

Unless people on this planet evolve and transcend the current thinking
pattern, all these things I have stated will come to pass. Its not a
matter of if they will happen, it is a matter of when. Mankind must
and will expand. It is our nature to explore. The only question in my
mind is are we going to spread as an evolved race or as a virus into
space colonizing and conquering as we go ? How long until we evolve as
a spiritual entity ? We are evolving technologically and as long as
their is no spiritual growth then war is coming and will continue
until we evolve beyond the ego.

Star Wars and other Tales

The sacred ancient Indian texts tell tales of wars from space fought
on earth and for our salvation. The weapons and ships described sound
very much like ships used in star wars. Could we be in the throes of a
Galactic War and be unaware of this? Who are the Anaanaki ?

Are humans bread as a slave class ? Was Jehovah an ET ? Was Ezekiel
and Elijah taken up in a UFO. That would mean that Judaism and
Christianity are based on visits from extra terrestrials. Are George
Bush and The Queen of England descended from a Lizard Race that
interbred with humans ? Who are the Illuminati ? Science fiction ?

What is reality anyway ? Are we part of a 3 dimensional virtual
construct ? Love is the only reality that seems to make sense. When I
am loving I feel truly powerful and part of a larger intelligence. I
feel guided and my movements are sure footed. I am confident and I
seem to be in rhythm with the universe. My true self is not my mind
and not my body. I have been outside this body looking down. What was
that ?

When ever I ask it is given. I can manifest my desires and I seem to
know when things are going to happen. I always attract my thoughts and
feelings. What is this power that I have that no one wants to
acknowledge ?

We live in a fear based society. I see people at their jobs running
around in fear of loosing their job, as though that was the only way
they can support themselves. They will put up with all sorts of abuse
just to get a paycheck at the end of the week. They stay at a job they
hate.and loathe. Why do we live in fear if love is so much more
powerful ?

When people begin to ask questions that seem to be outside the box and
they begin to think for them selves, does this mean that someday all
men and women will live to experience and express their god given
potential ?

Explorers

We are creators, and beyond that we are explorers. We are here to explore inner and outer space. To go everywhere. No limits. To know everything and see it all and beyond. It will never cease. The joy of discovery of new things never ends. It is when we cease to explore and become complacent, that life ceases to be new and exciting. When one makes up their mind what everything is, then we kill the aliveness of a thing and it ceases to have new possibilities for us. This includes ourselves. To decide who and what we are is a death penalty. We have limited our potential for possibility. We are endless potentials and endless possibilities. Never let anyone tell you this is all you will ever be or can be. When you argue for your limits they are yours. Blessings and happy journeys space fans where ever you may be.

Corbin.

Love

I am only focused on love. Last thing I think at night is sending it to everyone. First thing in the morning I think is that I am focused on how to exemplify love all throughout my day. There is no cause or thought or motive more worthy or more important that my focusing my self on loving everyone and everything and coming into alignment with that reality. No one, no thing is worth my removing my focus from feeling good and sensing, sending and experiencing love.

There is no greater joy or cause that I will permit or allow myself to remove my focus from this thing. Nothing is worth more or more important than this. Every where I go I experience love and joy. All is well.