Things I am grateful for on Thanksgiving

Two days ago the Florida Department of Forestry or Putnam County of Forestry decided to do a "Burn" of some dead wood in my area and decided not to tell the residents. I was awakened in my home by thick smoke that penetrated my home and I could barely breathed. I called the sheriffs department and they asked if I wanted an Ambulance. I replied I cant wait for one, I feel sick so I decided to drive myself out of the area. I was calling to ask why there was smoke around my home and tehy replied thet Forestry decided to do a stress burn.

During this time I am sure I inhaled smoke for at least 1 hour whilst sleping.

Things I am grateful for,

O 2 levels at 99 percent. Been coughing up a little blood. Had 2 nose bleeds and felt somewhat drunk or woozie for 2 days. Lost a lot of strength..Had a dark brown coating over most of my tongue with four holes sort of burned in my tongue.



Ive been drinking 30 glasses of water a day and pissing like a race horse. I am taking mostly naps with moments of consciousness to drink, pee, or eat.
Now living mostly on a diet of Pommegrannet juices and teas, Blueberry juices and Teas, Various Green Teas with Ginseng, Acai Berry Juices and some antioxidants. and Fresh Air and Breath Yogas. Perhaps some time these may assist in some recovery. They have worked miracles for me;

Have not been able to eat or drink anything other than a little English Breakfast Tea, with milk and 2 pieces of rye bread with butter. Anything else turns my stomach and makes me feel sick except for the thought of simple fruits and fruit juices.

Been taking lots of naps in front of electric fans. Mostly burping and farting to off-gas. My tongue as of 1 hour ago has returned to red color and the holes in my tongue are healing. Tried some Hatha yoga this afternoon and feel my strength and stability coming back. Unfortunately I don't think I sustained enough damage for a law suit. Next time I will call an ambulance so they can come take me out of the Smokey area. (If I can wait till they get to me).

Responsible behavior by your local government officials who are concerned for you health. What a nightmare this has been.

Chop Wood, Carry Water

Even upon attaining enlightenment, once still has the duties of this life to carry on until one leaves the physical body. I am taking time to tidy my nest today, A mundane task but then again, I can make it a form of meditation and then it takes on a different form. It goes from being an ordinary daily task to being a task of sacred undertaking requiring my my most complete attention. According to native American tradition every moment is sacred. Every action can be an act of worship.

When words fail

When words fail, I can always picture my desire. I Line up with my intention, and people come into alignment without my having to do anything except line up the energy. Eventually all things line up and I see my desires manifest before me, despite the fact that I am unable to put into words the things I am wanting. Vibrationally the universe understands the wish and eventually brings it into fruition.

Life on Mars

Tonight I had a vision of the future. It was not your lucid dreaming,
eyes open type of dream. This was more of a dream as if I was hearing
a story being told to me. The odd bit is that this story has a strong
feeling of realism as if it has happened already.

The story is sort of a western, but it takes place on Mars. It is a
story set into the future where we have colonized on mars. The type of
people who have colonized this new world are very independent people,
who for a short while want a taste of freedom. The type of freedom
that can only be had, by breaking away from the earth and the ever
watchful eye of its government.

The Earth government will of course be aware of this, as the only
types of people capable of settling a new colony are the type of
people who seek personal freedom and independence from the eyes of
government. The problem is, the government will turn a blind eye to
this for a moment whilst the colony is settled for the purpose of profit.

I foresee a time where these people will want freedom, from the Earth
and will attempt to declare their independence from earth and attempt
to break free as an independent entity. At this point I am sure some
form of interplanetary war will ensue with lives being lost both on
earth and on Mars. The eventuality is that Mars may gain its
independence from Earth after a long and bloody battle.

Unless people on this planet evolve and transcend the current thinking
pattern, all these things I have stated will come to pass. Its not a
matter of if they will happen, it is a matter of when. Mankind must
and will expand. It is our nature to explore. The only question in my
mind is are we going to spread as an evolved race or as a virus into
space colonizing and conquering as we go ? How long until we evolve as
a spiritual entity ? We are evolving technologically and as long as
their is no spiritual growth then war is coming and will continue
until we evolve beyond the ego.

Star Wars and other Tales

The sacred ancient Indian texts tell tales of wars from space fought
on earth and for our salvation. The weapons and ships described sound
very much like ships used in star wars. Could we be in the throes of a
Galactic War and be unaware of this? Who are the Anaanaki ?

Are humans bread as a slave class ? Was Jehovah an ET ? Was Ezekiel
and Elijah taken up in a UFO. That would mean that Judaism and
Christianity are based on visits from extra terrestrials. Are George
Bush and The Queen of England descended from a Lizard Race that
interbred with humans ? Who are the Illuminati ? Science fiction ?

What is reality anyway ? Are we part of a 3 dimensional virtual
construct ? Love is the only reality that seems to make sense. When I
am loving I feel truly powerful and part of a larger intelligence. I
feel guided and my movements are sure footed. I am confident and I
seem to be in rhythm with the universe. My true self is not my mind
and not my body. I have been outside this body looking down. What was
that ?

When ever I ask it is given. I can manifest my desires and I seem to
know when things are going to happen. I always attract my thoughts and
feelings. What is this power that I have that no one wants to
acknowledge ?

We live in a fear based society. I see people at their jobs running
around in fear of loosing their job, as though that was the only way
they can support themselves. They will put up with all sorts of abuse
just to get a paycheck at the end of the week. They stay at a job they
hate.and loathe. Why do we live in fear if love is so much more
powerful ?

When people begin to ask questions that seem to be outside the box and
they begin to think for them selves, does this mean that someday all
men and women will live to experience and express their god given
potential ?

Explorers

We are creators, and beyond that we are explorers. We are here to explore inner and outer space. To go everywhere. No limits. To know everything and see it all and beyond. It will never cease. The joy of discovery of new things never ends. It is when we cease to explore and become complacent, that life ceases to be new and exciting. When one makes up their mind what everything is, then we kill the aliveness of a thing and it ceases to have new possibilities for us. This includes ourselves. To decide who and what we are is a death penalty. We have limited our potential for possibility. We are endless potentials and endless possibilities. Never let anyone tell you this is all you will ever be or can be. When you argue for your limits they are yours. Blessings and happy journeys space fans where ever you may be.

Corbin.

Love

I am only focused on love. Last thing I think at night is sending it to everyone. First thing in the morning I think is that I am focused on how to exemplify love all throughout my day. There is no cause or thought or motive more worthy or more important that my focusing my self on loving everyone and everything and coming into alignment with that reality. No one, no thing is worth my removing my focus from feeling good and sensing, sending and experiencing love.

There is no greater joy or cause that I will permit or allow myself to remove my focus from this thing. Nothing is worth more or more important than this. Every where I go I experience love and joy. All is well.

The Wandering Jews

"Not all who wander are lost"

Today I was filled with dread as I realize that it is Novemeber 4 of 2008 and my lease is up on my home on December 31st of this year.

Why was I filled with dread ?

Because up till now I have no "Plan B". No place to move into, no roof above my head that I may call my own. I will be homeless.

This is not because I dont have money to pay rent or a job to support myself. It is because many other causes have been calling my attention till now. Now I feel the pressure to find a place to live. All day my mind is filled with thoughts of finding a serviceable domicile in which to dwell.

I start asking friends as the people I have contacted who have property have not returned my phone calls. I feel increasingly anxious as the day goes on. I tell my friends, I"I must look for a place to live" as I run out the door. They yell good luck and I am off like a shot. Meanwhile I have commitments to keep and people with whom I must keep agreements. The day becomes one blur as one event blends seamlessly into another.

I am tired and hungry, it is time to go home and lick my wounds. I give one final phone call to my first choice apartment to rent. The phone rings.... a person answers. Hello, is this so and so ? Yes this is she. I immediately explain who I am and why I am calling, during their dinner time, and that I apologize for the intrusion.

My call is well received. (Thank god for good manners) I have scheduled a meeting to look at the apartment of my choice. I feel a sigh of relief come over me. I will have a place to live come January 1st of 2009. I am saved. I am home now. I shower and remove the day from my flesh. I begin to ponder...

Now I understand what my ancestors felt as they wandered through the desert for 40 years with no roof over their head, and no home to call their own. The European Jews in exile with no homeland or place to call their own until recently. The Shylocks and Merchants of Venice or Spain or London.

Being homeless is a scary proposition for anyone. But to be a people in exile like the Dalai Lama and the people of Tibet. This is very unsettling. They have been dispossessed by the Peoples Republic of China. The Dalai Lama sent for the Jews of the United states to teach him the secrets of a people living in exile.

Most of all, you have to have faith in yourself and you have to make your way in the world no matter what your circumstance. We make our own lick. There is no substitute for persistence and perseverance. We are all homeless when we die. We have no body to return to and the universe becomes our home. Where do we belong ? Amongst those who love us. When we find love and acceptance, then we are truly home.

I am learning

I am beginning to learn that I am much greater than what I see with my five senses

I am learning not to fear
I am learning I am not my body
I am learning that I am a multi dimensional being
I am learning that it is safe to travel outside my body
I am learning that by raising my vibration I can travel between dimensions
I am begining to remember who and what I am
I am learning that I am an immortal being
I am learning that there is no death
I am learning that the universe is a wonderful place
I am learning that we get what we think about
I am learning that we are vibrational beings
I am learning that nothing is more powerful than love
I am learning to be free

I am learning that we access to infinite guidance
I am learning that when we leave our body that people want to talk to us
I am learning that people who are non physical are waiting to talk to us
I am learning that when we learn to leave the body we become interesting
I am learning that we have a choice where we go when we leave our body
I am learning that we are 22 dimensional beings
I am learning that we have an lower Astral Body and a higher Astral body
I am learning that we have access to different dimensions as we learn to raise ouf vibration

I am learning who I am
I am learning that when I decide who I am that I limit what I can be
I am learning that there is nothing I can not do, be or have
I am learning that we are our thoughts
I am learning that we attract what we think

I am learning that The Jews, Christians, Muslims, Hindus, Bhuddists only have a piece of the truth and combined they are much more powerful than their individual parts

I am learning that we are divine children
I am learning that we are all parts of the whole
I am learning that we are all connected
I am learning that the truth is
I am learning that we all inherently know the truth
I am learning that the truth takes the shape of what we think about
I am learning that we are all energy beings
I am learning that we each create our reality
I am learning that only a mind that can accept this will realize it for what it is
I am learning that there are as many different universes as there are realities
I am learning that I live in a multiverse

I am learning that the truth is powerful and does set you free
I am learning that others would have you accept their truth in order to control you

I am learning that others would have you accept only their truth because they are frightened by new realities

I am learning that in order to set yourself free you must learn to consciously leave your body and return safely and without fear.

I am learning that we are all waking up to who we are.

Hurricaine Season is over

Thank God, today marks the end of Hurricane season. It passed with no ill effects for us here in North Central Florida. I put away the NOAA radios till next year. I am glad it is over, but I did not take my cruise to Nassau. Now the price of a cruise will go up again till next hurricane season. Sadly enough I did not go the the beach this last summer. I worked pretty much and then had some other interruptions to my life. Perhaps I will take a cruise to Nassau anyway. Well at least we dodged the hurricanes this year. I am breathing a little easier this morning.

Repression

You can only repress a spirit so much, until it must lash out or break out, to find its expression. You can try but you can not bend , mold or force a spirit into a shape other than the shape it has been destined to take.